I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well...

Sometimes I think I have it all together, and then life throws me a curveball that I wasn't ready for and I swing and miss badly. Just when I think I have it figured it out things get messed up, and I have to start all over. It's frustrating and discouraging and makes me want to just stop trying. The worst of it all is that there is no one to blame, it's just one of those things that happens. It's life, and that's it. And I'm not trying to be a whiner or obtain any pity because most of the time life is really great, but sometimes it just sucks and this is one of those times...