Each time I see you force a smile my heart just breaks...

I miss my remote. My poor remote (RIP) met it's fatal demise when it was unexpectedly thrown into the air and collided with the front door. The perpetrator was an angry video-gamer who felt he was being cheated by Madden 07. The remote spent the last 4 yrs bringing joy and easy maneuvering of many channels. It will be missed and always hold a special place in my heart.
It sucks not to have one. It's like I'm stuck in the 60's. I have to actually get up to change the channel, which I'm too lazy to do so I watch a bunch of crap I don't normally.

Anywhoo, life is going to be taking some turns in the near future. I'm definitely done in Arizona and am ready to move on to a new place and job. I had this opportunity last year but decided to stay, but I'm really at peace with leaving, even though I have no clue where I'll end up, it's exciting. It's weird to still work somewhere when you know it's getting towards the end. It's almost like just before you graduate, and everything is up in the air, but I'm definitely not as nervous or worried as I was when I was getting ready to graduate. I learned from my last experience like this to let God open the doors, and even when I think He's not doing anything He is. I just have to have faith and patience, and I'll end up where He wants me to be. Alas, that is easier said then done...

I didn't mean to scare you, you just seem really nice...

I've noticed while surfing through blogs (random and familar) that there's a lot of complaining going on. I think that for the new year we here in the blogger world need to gain a little perspective. The simple fact one has a blog means they are better off then a good portion of the world. Having a blog means having access to a computer, most likely owning it, and being able to read, write, and type, which is better then a lot of other people out there. So what if gas prices are high, so what if your neighbor still has their christmas decorations out, so what if johnny doesn't like you, get over it. Appreciate what you have, cherish it because it could be gone in a flash and you'll only be left with a distant memory...